Hard to say....more hard to feel...

What the real feeling is now??? why am i so sad...not in da right mood.. what is it happen? i'm really dont know... but i'm just ignore... i'm not feel the right to give a smiLe.. for u... when u ask why? i'm just can say "It's nothing!!!" but the reality is opposite.. am I too complicated...to understand small matter well...but its not really small to be ignore... u know me better..

"My care...My attention...is only for the person whom appreciate it... I'll miss the person whom miss me back..." fairly behave right? Its that hard to understand when im telling u that giving and take is appropriate for those whom appreciate each other...Is that wrong with what am I saying? am i showing my anger to u? is that a sins...or u'll think im just take the matter into serious mood. im just say the truth...everybody will agree with it..u also want the person to respon back, or else u'll leaving...im just disapponted maybe...or...im thinking im doing wrong...
>>> i'm always think the false is mine...pathetic (╥_╥)